-heyboohey;

wapow !

im bored :D
im with my brother , singing random slipknot songs ,
and eating frosted flakes.

i finally paied attention to my myspace.
i havent been on , since forever.
i make my own layouts by the way.

im attempting to play softball for BSGE.
im waiting to see how well that goes -__-
im trying to stop writing using “q”s.. its pretty childish now that i think about it.

im STILL single. but , its alright.. i can live.
step brothers, is THE , greatest movie ever.
i love tea <3

my bodys aching.
i got a magenta softball glove , for softball.
i even got homosexual running shoes -_-

soo, to make sure i still have that girly side ,
i got this awesome totebag , to put all that stuff into..
.. and some juicy couture shoes , id probably wear only once x]

thats pretty much it.
im hungry , and need more cereal.
ah crap , ive said too much.

omg.

i havent wrote in this in like , forever.
i havent , forqotten .. i just put it aside.

my life hasnt qotten any better.
oh. believe me..
im 15 now.
and eveythinqs just crashinq down on me.

im the ILL tea addict.
urm.. i had 38457 quys ask me out. whom i all rejected in one way or another.
uhh, im pretty much still heartbroken.
facebook is better than myspace fer sure :D

my hair , is dyed all.. BLACK.
it looked better red , in my opinion.
my mother made me do it -_-
thats my recap.
ill write every other week or so from now on , i promise (:
happy january thirtyfirst.

eh D:

its 8:23pm.

today out of most , has been pretty intense.
this entire year , i qot away with alot.

i learned alot.
if ii were heartbroken , id be dead -_-
i thouqht i finally loved someone , alot.
” i do know one thinq tho , bitches they come and qo.”
& theres no sympathy for the dead.
i remember he told me he wouldnt let me qet married.
he told me hed be intensly hurt id i ever did anythinq with any of his friends.
some thinqs are better left unsaid.

you never know what miqht happen in a week or so ,
thinqs chanqe at rapid , intense speeds beyond compare , one miqht say.
im talkinq to aneesa on aim & shes shocked by how much ive chanqed.
im drinkinq a fresca.
im bored out of my mind.

i hope to fufill my new years resolution.
for once , my mind & my innerfeelinqs aqree.
whoosh.
im listeninq to my parents talk D:
there talkinq about stories from the past. and whatnot.
anywho ;
new year , new shit.
well ill just have to see how this year turns out

thats all.

aye :D

ahh, its 1:27 am.
todays my moms birthday & i didnt qet her shit.
i snuck devin up ; rofl
jaynas questioninq my actions.
both devin & i are bored. in the dark , alone, rofl !

he keeps crackinq his bones ; when i say awe.
i say it alotttt -_-

lol ; i made a pirate on maple ; its lvl 13 so far :D
my cleric is 40
my warrior is urm , 25 ; HAHA! pwned ?

ill probably write later , to see if i qet away with this. lol
anywho.
be back laterr (:

qah D:

i still hate my life.

i wish my father werent such a iqnorant fuck.
i wish my mother knew her limitations.
i honestly wish i was never brouqht upon this earth -_-

i wish i werent in bsqe.
i wish you can acctually trust people nowerdays !
i wish i had normal , and not dark chocolate.

i wish there was another way to feel better about myself ,
without makinq thinqs worse.
i wish she would aqree with me , im NOTHING !

(conversation with Julian)

him: w.e. its okay seeing as i dont really need a change in my life
me: as do i
me:but nevertheless , uncontrolable chanqes occour ):
me: which arent workinq out in ways preferable.
him: oooh how philosipical.
me: what in the world are you talkinq about D:
him: nothing ur just like changes do occour uncontrolably
him: very deep shit
me : werd.

oops. i fell asleep on this & kevin.
that sucks.
well im out :|

blehh D:

i hate my life. alot.

i wish i could take a knife & pierce it throuqh my heart ,
it couldnt possibly hurt as much as it does at the moment.

he talked to me today on aim ;

anywhoo . i dislike hate my parents.
myspace qot borinq.
i cant believe , its not butter D:

i wish i had some cookies D:
or some salmon my ninjah.

lol . thats all for now.

hello (:

heyboohey !
its like, almost tomarrow, if that makes sence.
my leqs hurt.
my heart needs mendinq.
i need a life.
she needs to shut the fuck up.
lol ; today has been okay .
thats my update.

huh.

today was very very , bleh.
this month has been okay terrible for me.
i wish people didnt have so many problems in life.

it would make thinqs WAY easier.

- i wish quys knew the psycoloqical damaqe they do.

- i wish qirls knew how much apprearanty they shouldnt bother with those , children.

- i wish i werent such a screw up. thinqs would have been better off.

- i wish i haddent become so attached to this one child.

- why am i so lazy ! i want food & wanna open my presents , but i refuse to qet up.

- i wish my hair was how it was in the summer -__-

mhm,
i dont know what else to say.
thats practically all on my mind , which i just hit and shivum is makinq fun of me.

thats all , ill write more later (: