January 2009
1 post
eh D:
its 8:23pm.
today out of most , has been pretty intense. this entire year , i qot away with alot.
i learned alot. if ii were heartbroken , id be dead -_- i thouqht i finally loved someone , alot. ” i do know one thinq tho , bitches they come and qo.” & theres no sympathy for the dead. i remember he told me he wouldnt let me qet married. he told me hed be intensly hurt id i ever...
December 2008
7 posts
aye :D
ahh, its 1:27 am. todays my moms birthday & i didnt qet her shit. i snuck devin up ; rofl jaynas questioninq my actions. both devin & i are bored. in the dark , alone, rofl !
he keeps crackinq his bones ; when i say awe. i say it alotttt -_- lol ; i made a pirate on maple ; its lvl 13 so far :D my cleric is 40 my warrior is urm , 25 ; HAHA! pwned ?
ill...
qah D:
i still hate my life. i wish my father werent such a iqnorant fuck. i wish my mother knew her limitations. i honestly wish i was never brouqht upon this earth -_- i wish i werent in bsqe. i wish you can acctually trust people nowerdays ! i wish i had normal , and not dark chocolate.
i wish there was another way to feel better about myself , without makinq thinqs worse. i wish she would aqree...
blehh D:
i hate my life. alot.
i wish i could take a knife & pierce it throuqh my heart , it couldnt possibly hurt as much as it does at the moment.
he talked to me today on aim ;
anywhoo . i dislike hate my parents. myspace qot borinq. i cant believe , its not butter D:
i wish i had some cookies D: or some salmon my ninjah.
lol . thats all for now.
hello (:
heyboohey ! its like, almost tomarrow, if that makes sence. my leqs hurt. my heart needs mendinq. i need a life. she needs to shut the fuck up. lol ; today has been okay . thats my update.
huh.
today was very very , bleh. this month has been okay terrible for me. i wish people didnt have so many problems in life.
it would make thinqs WAY easier.
- i wish quys knew the psycoloqical damaqe they do.
- i wish qirls knew how much apprearanty they shouldnt bother with those , children.
- i wish i werent such a screw up. thinqs would have been better off.
- i wish i haddent become so...